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I am the original Walking Contradiction. I'm shy and outgoing at the same time. I'm antisocial, but I crave companionship. I like meeting new people, but I don't have the patience to build new friendships. If you win my trust, I'll follow you to the ends of the earth...but actually winning my trust can be nearly impossible most of the time because I'll always find a reason to believe you're not being honest. I hate cliques. I hate popularity contests. And generally, I hate people.

I love getting e-mail, I'm just horrible about answering it. And I mean, *really* horrible. That's something I'm trying to work on.

I'm incredibly over protective of the people I call my friends. I'll do anything in my power to keep them from getting hurt, and if they *do* happen to get hurt, I can be a vindictive bastard. They are the only people who know the *real* me, and you know- that's just fine. To outsiders, I can come off as a real hard ass because I do what needs to be done, or I say the things that everyone else is just too polite to say. When something's bothering me, you know damn well I'm going to say something about it- and I'll worry about hurt feelings later on.

I get pissed off or annoyed far too easily. Other people let things roll off their backs, while I prefer to shoot my mouth off before my brain has fully engaged. I think part of that has to do with the length of time I've been online, and the stupid drama-related situations that I've been witness to. I just have no patience for people who are only here to jerk others around, and garner sympathy and attention for themselves. If you do that to me or any of my friends, I can promise you this: I'll be your worst nightmare, and I won't stop until you're publically humiliated. I'm not here to deal with your personal problems, your issues, or your insane bids for attention. Keep that in mind when dealing with me, ok? I'm sure we'll all be happier in the long run.

I talk too much. I'm opinionated, and have very strong views. There are some subjects that I'll argue until I turn blue.

I've had the worst case of writers block for about...two years now. Chalk it up to becoming incredibly self concious about what I write. If I'm going to be perfectly honest, I have to admit- I love horror stories. I love vampires, werewolves, demons, and ghosts. I always have, ever since I was old enough to read. Therefore, without apology, that's what I like to write. Truthfully, I'm tired of being told that my writing is cliched, *just* because I prefer horror over your standard angsty/artsy poetry. I like what I like, and little by little, I'm working through the block. This means more cliched stories will be written, and honestly- I can't wait.

I think I'm a very boring person.

I have a very bad habit of comparing myself to other people, and moaning and groaning when I don't measure up.

I get jealous easily, and when I do? I'm capable of some truly stupid things.



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